FAN.... arz arz arz.....

i really dont know y am i like tat. He didnt reply me since a sms send yesterday morning and ard 1 am send a msg in whatapps that he drop his phone in water n spoilt le. I thought that he will bring his ipad to wrk and can use his ipad to sms me ma. recently saw he online in zoosk. my temper is so bad... y, in my heart, i really like him le ma?? y he dun reply me, i will angry, if other friend, i just dun care and straight delete the sms le. yyyy???? what have happen to me, i really dont know, if something happen one more time, i think my temper will explore and call him and scold him and tell how i feel so angry. Feel so tired, single more good, dont need to worry abt who didnt reply u and ba baba.... if happen one more time, i want to end it as maybe he is the one suitable for me, and be friends ba but will not sms often le ba. and maybe i will not so care abt he reply me anot le. Should start a new begining since i quit my previous job and do lasik. Should do something new and know more new friends and maybe meet someone that understand me and suitable, romantic, caring, sweet, gentle, straightforward, sense of humor and cheerful, outgoing and taller than me.

DONT THINK SO MUCH AFTER TODAY, TML IS A BRAND NEW DAY N A NEW YOU>
stop caring, worrying that someone reply or reply. Send him a sms, will see how my mood will be hahahaha... nw come MISS NASTY FELICIA HAHA.....

A brand new start

31 Aug :

Today late morning went back to casino boh, to return padlock and id card. Reach there than know need to clearance uniform to wardrode dept and lock to deployment n id card n medical card to hr touchpoint. After all these, offical free and no longer a casino dealer. I will miss the dealing games, the changing of cards, and haha my fellow batch mates, nice sup and some nice person i know there. Glad i have a great experience, this one and a half year.

1 Sept: I am free YEAH!!!

Now the time just pass 12 midnight, is a brand new mth and a new start for me. Will be reporting to new job on 12 sept, nw till 11 sept, i am free and can do the things i like and firstly diy earrings for mum. And on 10 sept, movie, shopping and steamboat time with the gers haha. i finally have my weekend n public holiday!!! YEAH WOO... looking forward to new job, new collegues, new manager n brand new enironment, think i need a few days to get used to it. Nw not very rush in relationship stuff, cuz this thing cant rush, muz have feelings and if it success, is success, if nope than nope, right. On 17 Sept uss trip, let us enjoy ourself and have fun. After that day, think of Mr T perfomance and see if he pass my test haha... i believe if he is the one, he is the one, if he nope, there will someone far waiting for the right time to know you and everything jus right n right in path and maybe marriage. I dont rush, let it take naturely ba, nw so far okiez, gd friend haha... let enjoy and luv ur life.

August Happenings

Yeah.. finally on leave, can have a gd rest n relax and tidy my stuffs as since i wrk this job, no time to look my books, diy stuffs and magazines.

• 10 Aug - 10 am lasik eye surgery and check up


• 11 Aug - 11 am eye check up, everything alright

10 Aug, done my lasik eye surgery that i have planned since may. i have been reading the article in their webpage and understand more and in jun, i apply my aug leave and call to book my appointment on 10 aug for the surgery. Happy everything successful and nw on the process of full recovery. That my first big wish for my this year bday, say gdbye to my spec. Second wish, my family members all healthy and happy in what they do and third wish is to find that special someone to spend christmas and perhaps next year new year haha. Enjoy n luv life most important. Stay happy everyday.

20 july - sms someone

2o july was my off day n i was using my laptop to see my facebook page and abit slow so i use my iphone and nthing to do. I on my zoosk and saw someone leave a msg in my inbox and normally i wont reply and send sms back. But that very day, i write down his mobile no and send a hello sms back and he reply with lots of qns asking about me, my interests and follow down i was not using to it, as last time i will sometime sms weiling or on my off day, i will totaly off my phone and enjoy my personal moments only. From that very day, things start to change and nw i used to check my phone when i wake up and will reply him no matter what things i am doing right nw. He is a nice tempered guy and we sms each other for 2 weeks plus, one day he asked am i free on 9 or 10 aug, can come out for a movie, i say yes and i take leave on that day in order to attend the date. And he passed me a early bday gift, forever friend teddy bear and we watch the zoo keeper movie and meet his pri sch friends (ladies) for dinner and firework. First date overall was ok but we talk less than sms and maybe is our first date in person. My life did change, after he walk into my journey. i really wish he is the one and i will not regret to know him better.

July issue

Around 2 mths since i last write my blog. Jun is a busy mth, cross training, rl & ts. Standing game omg, feets pain and somemore have two bad things happen while on rl table. Make me have a final decision leaving rws. I dont want to wrk and see those china bitch aps face and yaya payaya... bitch go back ur country la, take singapore salary and still thought they pretty, once they open their mouth, i bloody hate them and wish they shut up.

• On 1 Aug, Make final decision, resign and faster leave rws.


• On 4 Aug, off day, prepare resign letter


• On 5 Aug, interview new job and get throught, start on 12 sept.


• On 6 Aug, Hand in my resign letter and last offical day is 5 sept

Really Miss my direction

Current job, lots of friends quitting le, mostly singaporean as they can get higher pay outside and is 5 days work and weekend u can accompany ur closes ones and friends. Recently hear that the shifu that teach me, as i learn slow during the training is leaving rws. When hear although my mouth say wow, get higher pay than here, of coz leave rws la but in my heart, i feel sad... another nice friend and shifu leaving too. Really leave no much motivation to work on. Another thing, i know that love can be forced. I dun want to be the one who always take the move first and message him, from his message and his eye contact toward me, i know the answer already, he dont like me. Jus a normal friend. Actually i have change alot le, at least i look far. Now i mus plan if i really leave rws, what i want to do, back to admin line or upgrade. As i think i cant believe in guys, i muz surive on my own. Jia you Jia you... if one day i really cant take it anymore, i may quit le. Nw everything is fine. In my first planning, if here i can find someone that luv who i am, i may continue working in rws with him if i cant meet that Mr right here, may leave in half years time or one year later. hahaha...

A visit to Jurong Bird Park with Mum & bro

Today is a great day at Jurong Bird Park. Bro watch movie and receive 30 percent voucher on jurong bird park admission ticket. One voucher can buy up to 5 tickets. 11 & 12 i am off so suggest my mum last nitez , let go jurong bird park tml ard early noon, coz bro rod and uni start sch on Aug so he free tml too. I think is ard 20 years bk since my parents bring me there the very first time when i am a kid. The memory is so nice and the view there make u relax. Have a wonderful day looking at all those different species of birds and looking at the green trees. We have taken lots of nice photos to keep it as memories n print some nice one. keke.... Bought le two birds soft toys at Birds n buddies show - 2 for 15. the price is reasonable and when u press on a button, got the sound of the species of the bird. Cute n interesting. Feel so happy. Jurong Bird Park has change alot n upgrading too. look bk at the old photos that we take when we are kids, the background total look different. A special day n a good ending. A nice family outing and time fly fast, me n my bro nw is in our 20s already. Tonite will have a sweet dream keke.... nitez my sweet blog.