A tired week

Today feeling super tired than any saturday, coz slp at 12 am last nite and get up at 6.10am. Report to wrk 9am to 1pm. I admited i am too harsh on the public holiday thing but i feel that i have the right to claim, not because i am new in the company, you can eat up my holiday. One weird thing is my own thinking, got event, we need to work on sat & sun, can claim day off. Is like got one event on sat is 11hrs, counted can claimed one day and for sun that is a event only 5 hr 45min dan counted by hours, claim half day. I like this job so muz ren. Hate the unpleasant feeling. Honestly someday in the morning i have my things done and i dun dare to ask her, anything else to do coz she may think the wrong way that i wasn't doing my job. First time chasing payment, that i dont like most. Now is do my job well and learn experience and as much as i can... to step a head to apoloize for the harsh thing i have done to lead to unpleasant feeling happen. I really must control my harsh and temper.