Unexplained Mood..

Firstly i like the one and have strong feelings and about 2 whole months neber saw him ard canteen or anywhere, someone jus treat me nice and my hearts begin to like him abit. What am i doing? I really really hate myself... tell myself many times that muz know that person well before putting feelings into it. I really really dun want to like anyone anymore and i am really tired of it and been knock down n stand up and mood swing again. jus wanna to myself the cheerful me and do what i like and freedom. Tml will be a brand new day for me and i need to pay attention and fully focus on my career and my aim is i want to be a PS... in the near further and my next challenge is Baccarrat insurance table.. Go go go.... i can make it.... jia you. Honestly i become more confident of myself after wrking this career... but is still not enough. Jia you